The noise is back
It echoes in my head
It whispers to me
Temptations
I can't ignore it
I want to give in
But I shouldn't
It reminds me
Of dreadful things
I thought they were forgotten
But the noise never forgets
Every mistake
Every embarrasment
Every dark secret
It
Won't
Let
Me
Forget
Why? You may ask...
Why don't I try to get it out
The noise is my punishment
I must not let it go
Or pain will come
And cover me like a cocoon
I let the noise whisper
I let myself remember
I wish I didn't
But it is to late
It is a part of my being
My soul can't live without
That stupid little noise
That kills me...
From the inside out.