If I told you all the despair I had, would it make a difference? Will it give me light? So many thoughts antagonize me, just the remembrances of them. I thought my heart was the one aching, so I ripped it out but the pain kept hunting me. Threw my headagainst the wall but I was still aching. So I tried painting    Exactly what I felt.. but I couldn’t see any color that matched my darkness. I went outside to hear anyone calling out my name....but the silence I found there was the one inside me.  I pulled out my eyes so I could fill them up with sun .... it didn’t work..... there’s no way out
No way to cut the pain away . The pain within .Ou.......I