Every night I return to a cold room where the past haunts me deeply from within.
My blood escaping my body reminding me of the pain I caused myself daily.
My scars, reminding me of that blade slashing through my skin.
I'm sorry once again for the pain I have caused my beautiful skin on the surface.
Just to release the pain within, held captive by my broken heart trying to control my weakened mind from ending it all.