Your like smooth cream
in my dark waters

I need this 'fore my being fades to black.

Enough about you its me,

I have this over bearing presence which just disappears
in times of insecurity.

and once what encompassed you
becomes the walls of the room
and I'm here but your alone.

I laugh ugly.
I speak loudly.
I sing song every thing.
I smother you in my presence.
I sit to close,
I grab your face.

Until I think
maybe your better off alone

to which i recoil.

with in myself
and quiet on the out.