Sometimes I think about you and I get sad. I think about you being here with me, on this couch and I get sad. I think about the way you lied and I get upset. I think about the way you manipulated and I get disgusted. I think about the way you loved and I feel cheated. I think about the way we continue to lie and I am disgusted. I think about the way you pushed me aside and I am disgusted. I think about you and I feel cheated, disgusted, sad, upset, lied to and loved. I feel. And that is never a good thing.