Is it my fault I’m jealous Is it my fault I cried? Is it my fault I go to bed teary eyed? Is it my fault that you’re better? That they all prefer you? Is it my fault that I cannot handle what’s true? Is it my fault you hurt me? That I want your approval? Am I the one causing our friendship’s removal? Is it my fault they blame me? Are we friends or are we not? Is it my fault or is that just what I thought?
I hate him for all the wrong reasons. He's so funny and nice and I'm just an idiot who can't understand that my friends SOMETIMES don't prefer him.