I have been gone But you never left My pen is my friend Caligraphy its path The shapes come together Another page, is complete Stories, from today From a time, also gone Erased, by the actions Ripped, and torn apart Return they cannot Change is today New for a moment Eternal in this journal The oxygen of my breath Collected through my years Five until right now Let me read, an old chapter It seems like today I feel it, rushing on In every vein, every limb I must let it go Forget about that joy Excessive, as the pain Neither close to middle Where I look, to be again A sentence, in each chapter Except, in those to come Blank, today's page And all those to follow Such, is my journal It leads me to new days