I disconnect myself to anyone so I can connect with myself and hear myself. I felt like I'm so far away from my inner self. Maybe because I'm so busy trying to connect with anyone and I didn't notice that I'm already disconnected from myself. Draining myself to get them full. Being deaf to myself just to hear them. Hurting myself just to heal them. Forgetting myself so I could remember them. It's not that I'm complaining what I am doing, I guess I'm so fed up and I need rest. To hear, to heal me. For now, I'm going to disconnect them and connect to myself.