You were my cure,
and my poison.

You cured and put me at ease
when it came to searching
for ***,
pleasure,
euphoria.
You cured my loneliness,
and kept me safe.

You aren't the poison,
I'm the mix that creates toxicity.
I turned your love
into paranoia.
I turned your thoughts
into a stream that froze.

I am my own enemy.
I am my own problem.