at night
it's darker than
by day
because
the light
is
tired

and tired
so tired
is also the one
without light
because he has
lost
everything
it remains
emptinesssilencetirednessALONE

eyeache, therefore eyes closed, but headache persists, how else could one fill the emptiness, pain works well, it diffuses fast without effort, but pain is also empty

(without)

                                  (you)

eventu­ally
                   i have to accept it like this
leave it like this
                    and take it as it really is, so
give up
                 eventually
                                      maybe

Sleep
Wak­e up
Think
Too much pondering
Get broken
Sleep
Dream
Be intact again
Just to break again
Sleep
Wake up
Live
....?


everything is so
tough


so many times i promised you not to let you alone, so that i never realized that there was no answer and that you kept silent and that you never ever promised the same
no stop thinking like that, she promised even more without you listening, she is the last person to blame, she just wants to come back but how could this work

(i am)
not
here


tired
so so so so tired
but how shall one
sleep
with the most
beautiful
of all images
with the most
horrible
of all images
inside one's head
everywhere