wish
i
could
be
                        deaf


to
not
hear
all
th­is
                        silence


it
is
like
                 ­       walls


from
freezing
biting
seething
liquid
             ­           nitrogen


deep
under
the
                        skin­


walls
which
burn
out
                        life


by
impriso­ning
every
fragment
of
one
shattered
                        soul­


wish
i
could
be
                        insensitive


to
this
­painful
agony
of
                        being


please


blow
my­
ears
away
with
                        silence


then
i
will
fin­ally
be
                        deaf


please


torture
my
soul
w­ith
excruciating
                        pain


then
i
will
final­ly


be













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