You don't see it, your words hurt me yet again, but I love you enough to silence myself and stay. You say you regret ever dating me, better yet you say you regret ever meeting me. I'm dead to you? You're done with my ******* and want me out of your life. Only once ever have I been told to get out of someone's car. It was my own father and I had the ***** to jump out, yet with you I just couldn't get myself to walk away. You don't see it but I really do love you. I give you all the things I can possibly give. I know it's not much in comparison but it's all I've got to give.

You hate me, you say it with a burning passion I know this because you're screaming at me in rage. You're screaming. I'm scared but I'm in too much shock to react, not even a blink nor a tear will fall. Think I'm a **** when honestly you were the only guy I've done anything with.

Seeing you cry and pull away from my touch breaks my heart, my soul, my everything. I'm falling apart. I've never been unfaithful because believe it or not I'm still happy by your side even when things get rough. I know I'm a bit young to focus on getting married soon but I'm definitely old enough to want something serious and find my forever. But in this moment you're screaming and I begin to think you'd be happier with another. She could be what you want.