Jan 2018
You claw across the room too me
Distorted in shadows you reach for me
I sweat
I shake
I'm gonna brake
You call so gently too me
Come my dear
You will rest with me,mentally you collect me,
This addiction is getting too me
I shake
I swear
I'm in dispair
I'm gonna break
I have too take
My heads so dark in this space
Embrace me it shouts
Just take me now
We will feel better
No black clouds
I take.
The guilt the blame the emptiness the same,
darkness came ,
I took painkillers
Just too feel better
No better I was
My addiction,
I have to really fight for me.
I will fight the fight too be drug free.
Just sometimes this fight is hard for me.
Distorted in shadows you reach for me
I sweat
I shake
I'm gonna brake
You call so gently too me
Come my dear
You will rest with me,mentally you collect me,
This addiction is getting too me
I shake
I swear
I'm in dispair
I'm gonna break
I have too take
My heads so dark in this space
Embrace me it shouts
Just take me now
We will feel better
No black clouds
I take.
The guilt the blame the emptiness the same,
darkness came ,
I took painkillers
Just too feel better
No better I was
My addiction,
I have to really fight for me.
I will fight the fight too be drug free.
Just sometimes this fight is hard for me.
Being clean is hard I've been cleaned now a year but it's been a fight too get here . The things that go on in your head are mad. This is how I use too feel. I would argue with myself tell myself I needed this
But my mind is getting stronger I don't think
Pain killers is going too help.
dealing with real life will help me I no this now . I have better support now too .just wanted to get it out proper too me.
But my mind is getting stronger I don't think
Pain killers is going too help.
dealing with real life will help me I no this now . I have better support now too .just wanted to get it out proper too me.
(42/F/England)
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