Today at the table where you told me you'd try
I found the words of God
Like someone left me a note
Like I was meant to find those words of the ways to be alone
To find the ways to stopping missing you
And how to convince my heart to stop loving you
I have failed still
Because my heart still loves you
those words of the ways to be alone
Even though loving you was a blessing

And I sat and waited
I don't know what I waited for
Hoping you'd show up
At the table where you told me you chose me everytime
Despite all my crying
And I sat and I waited hoping you'd show up
But nothing happened
No one ever came
Not a devil
Not an angel
Not even you
However, I hope you still sit at that table and smile too
Smile and remember me
Remember me like the angels that sculpted the sky
Remember me like sunshine on your darkest of days
Remember how strong my love is

(v.m)