Today I saw a poll that said Florida is the worst ranked state to visit. I laughed and then got filled with immense sadness. You always hated it here and you loved to make fun of me for loving this state so much. I took a screenshot and thought for hours about sending it to you. I knew it would make you smile. But, I didn't. I guess some things are better left unsaid, truly. I hope whenever you come here, you think of the little slice of heaven we once had in Florida. I hope you think about holding hands in the hotel parking lot. I hope you think about the five minutes we spent in the woods, before the bugs ate us. I hope you think about how I ordered pizza and we sat in our underwear watching baseball. I hope you think of my head on your chest and you asking me if I was falling asleep. I hope you think of our goodbye and how you kissed me.