it is, indeed, curious
the transcendency of the soul,
the feeling of being here too much
and not being here at all.

it's too much
it's not enough

it's this constant uncertainty that
fuels my fire and ignites my blood.

it's the division of mind and soul
body and feeling
that pulls me from whatever dark place i find myself in
and draws me to the light
screaming:

live, live, live