You are a rose in my grey and green winter.
Beautiful, Beautiful,
perfect skin, perfect smile, perfect heart.
You are my shade on a sunny day,
my safe refuge.

I'm a no one.
I'm a *****.
I'm a heart breaker.

Your dazzling eyes don't blink at me.
Your sweet little smiles don't show for me.
Your lovely laugh doesn't fill my air.
Its not even that you want me or do not want me,
You do not even acknowledge me.

My heart shatters when I think of you.
You, my beautiful constant reminder no one is safe to love me.
You are perfect, you are what I strive to be good enough for.
The only kind of man I could ever love, but there lies my worst catch.
No one like you could ever love me,
horrible, nasty, two faced me.

My hate for you is because I love you,
not for you, but for me for loving you.

Goodbye my lovely prince,
Goodbye my lovely outcast,
Goodbye my lovely king,
For loving you is killing me,
killing the witch you were born to vanquish.