Last night I endured something hard,
God couldn't help me , I couldn't just wish on stars.
I cut until i bled and today it is nothing but scars.
The thought of me in the hospital is all I see ,
Or laying in bed just crying .
They see me as this tall ,strong girl , but honestly....I feel alone in the world
I honestly have nothing left here, All I have is dried up tears ,
The thought of me being here hurts , knowing everything I touch it hurts .
Tonight I dream , I contemplate , what I should do ....Should I stay or go .
No religion can save me , No God, No pills. I'm on my own
In the shadow called home.
My mother says she doesn't love me , and today those words haunt me.
I try to pick myself up ,but it feels like im falling , because i know my life isn't worth trying.
Have you ever been told someone doesn't love you , who you thought was always gonna be there for you ? Have you ever been told thar you can't make it , not by yourself but by the people who made you .
Have you ever...been..told?