I don't know about my connections. They're transient, maybe? Energy put in is pulled, not given, and the eye contact, the ******* eye contact. My irises give away too much. Holding my gaze is too deep, almost like sharing those secrets I keep. Deserving? Hardly. Pretentious? I am, definitely, hell, even I hate me sometimes. Cut the lines, sever the ties, I never cared much for them anyway.
A drunken ramble. I don't feel like this when I'm sober