It’s dark outside, I wonder if someone’s trying to get in I’m hungry, but I already had my allotted calories for the day Should I throw away that ****** tissue? I wonder if he thinks I look pretty today Windbreakers make me look dope I wonder if she heard that I told her to f* off Am I a *******? Don’t kiss me yet I don’t like my thighs My teeth aren’t white enough I shouldn’t eat this Strawberries are only good on some days Orange ***** unless it’s in a sunset Aww That tree would be sufficient for a hanging I dream of his musty scent God is real, but heaven is not Shut up Shut the f* up I think I’ll stop eating and turn into a skeleton I should create my own country in my room that America can’t imperialize Nuclear reactor cores are so fascinating I have the urge to watch bad things ***** social media My mood is decaying like Chernobyl I ache for the sting of a blade Sometimes I see a demon when I look in the mirror I’m scared of the dark Latin is a cool language What if he wants to cheat on me sometimes because I ****? Dolla dolla bill y’all Well I hate my body It’s too hot in this room Today was a success Why don’t you go **** a carrot? Keep smiling, it makes you look great Yes, if under a certain circumstance with the opportunity, I’d remove myself from this world Man I feel just like a rockstar If I don’t like how my body looks so much, why don’t I ever do anything to fix it? My fish is going to die I haven’t been home alone in a long time I need to quit soda Novi (I learned) Maybe if I cut it, I don’t have to see it for what it really is I wonder how I can make myself throw up I tried, it didn’t work I swear I’m not bulimic Am I happy? Is this a false sense of happiness? Am I on drugs?