Sacrificing me to fit in societies needs desire to bleed from this insanity another victim of self-sabotage chasing away these thoughts they want me to punish but it's crazy to want self sabotage I know I don't deserve it but frustration clouds my mind why do I need to make me better? when I know I'm all that matters? foolish me now I see it was you, you, and you, who let me be tricked into this self-sabotage.