here she goes again, a devotee on her knees at the peak of the full moon, past midnight yet way before witching hour
it’s the third time that month that the girl kneels before Her, weeping at the altar of Aphrodite, feeling the full weight of past loves on her fragile spine, almost as heavy as the past lives she was forced to carry through her youth
she was so young, but her lamentations rang millenniums before her
oh, Aphrodite
she wept
how many more innocent roses do i rob of blooming? how many more candles left burning? how many more full moons do i watch waning?
the words overlapped in deafening incoherence but the clarity of pain rang above the noise of mumbled syllables
it was clear enough that Aphrodite – the cold goddess – wept a tear
for She has allowed this girl’s heart the sweetness of infatuation, only to drown that out with the inevitability of disenchantment
wrote this when i was wreckedt because of some girl.