Maybe i do have the worst luck,
people thinks i put up a front,
this is why i take things slowly...

"take it easy and distance yourself" i remind myself.

i don't believe in chain messages,
but is it now that i start to regret not forwarding it?

"are you putting up a front?" they always tell me.

and honestly, i wish i did but the truth is, i'm not and it hurts every single time.

i cry every once in a while because of all the bad luck i can't seem to accept the fact that i caused it and that i'll just refuse to cry every time.

when will good luck ever fall on to me?