eyes open light streaming in through slits in the blinds. it is grey but my body is warm. i turn towards your back which is caramel and softer than cashmere olive oil and spice maybe cedar bark my fingertips across your shoulders ivory and blush against your canvas. you breathe in, gently breathe out, exhaling your dreams. you turn towards me now your angular jaw sinking into the pillow with your copper beard nuzzling into me. eyebrows furrowed eyelashes long and thick two freckles i notice one above your left eye one below your right your peaceful look filling my heart with an incredible amount of affection and love. across your cheek, i touch wanting so desperately to know your hopes dreams, wishes, fears as you run in your mind away from this room where i lay with you. this moment these moments i shall i love them and you forever.