What it’s like the be transgender (FtM) It’s more than wanting to change your body, more than being insecure. It’s looking at yourself in the mirror and feeling less manly and masculine than you look. It’s days where you look like a man and days where you look like a girl. It’s almost breaking your ribs from using ace bandages. Putting a sock in your pants just to look like a boy when you go to the store. It’s cutting your hair short so you look more masculine. It’s wondering if anybody will love you for what’s between your legs before surgery. It’s dreaming and begging to God to change you into the man you are overnight. It’s looking at magazines and crying because you know you’ll have to pay thousands of dollars to cut off what’s on your chest. It’s being a child and wanting to die because you’re scared of what people will think of you, That is just a little taste of what it’s like to be transgender.