If you knew me you'd know my favorite color is red
like a rose
If you knew me you'd know that I am a huge sweet tooth
But I never want anyone to know
If you knew me you would know that I act tough
knowing that I am even more sensitive
You’d know that I over think
ALMOST everything
If you knew me you'd know I cry more times when I am mad
If you knew me you'd know I should have died when I was 8
Which made my mom very sad
You'd know I have a 6 inch scar on my stomach
And under my arm
You'd know I've never known what a father feels like
but sometimes that makes me sad
You'd know I use to have Bulimia because I was fat
because I felt fat
Because I was called fat
If you knew me you'd know my dad is gay
If you knew me you'd know that I was judged my whole life
by someone who was judged their whole life
and that affected me
even though he wasn’t there so much
If you knew me you'd know I hate being called dumb
You’d know that I have a lot of insecurities and I think people see them
My brain hates knowing they are there
and if you knew me
You’d know I’m scared of being alone
because everyone always leaves me
You’d know that when I’m in public
I think everyone is watching
So I get nervous
Because I am an imperfect person