I have hard time believing you when you say you love me. The words fall into a hole called a lie . If you loved me would you hurt me the way you do ? If you loved me would you be out with her and leave me alone ? Why is that you do all you can to get me to stay around , but you don't even stay around yourself ? I don't understand your judgement , your logic . What do you want me to do ? I don't understand....