i have been allergic to silver since the first grade. should a lock fall to the floor i do not hesitate to seize obediently she alone hears wind chimes; she alone construed the new york vigor as youth but there is no youth to be had. not for an inamorata of a perfect stranger whose bountiful flora precedes memory she has plucked his fruit she has fed it to the children and the vapor is hot on their breath; they have chewed away the pulp their smoke fills the chamber with syrup, a lachrymose miasma who ripens her essence so quickly as to expedite her decay alack, she sees the hazy curtain in her drunken state yet it will not suffice! forty years she has suffered the slow bleed voices into lungs lights into hearts as her alveoli freeze diligently they welcome the intonations with resolve tantamount to her hands' abstinenence so she repeats her mantra and the paint is preserved