If it seems like my love has gone on holiday, it not a slight or desertion, I'm just trying to get the temperature just right. To make you feel the way I feel when you make me laugh, sigh, or tremble, because I cannot hold you at this moment. You make me make noises a grown man shouldn't be making, I can erase deep depression, with the impression of you stored in my album, You open parts of my mind I thought had been welded shut. I think of you at odd times, four in the morning, drinking juice out of the carton, because I live alone, and can do that, I remember something you did for me, and the juice tastes like your mouth. I want you to have the crown jewels, I want you to sip champagne in paradise, but all I have to give is these weathered memories, and this brokendown soul, full of love for you.