It feels like for every good day there's enough bad in 1 hour to **** all the good out of my life. Maybe if you'd just stop ******* smoking and drinking things might be ok, because we only ever have problems when you're not sober. And you for some reason can't see that as the issue but ******* it really is and every time I hear you walk or laugh or say a single word while you're under the influence I cringe because I'm ******* scared you'll say anything to me and I'll go to bed Crying again