I promised for so long to be strong enough to face the brake, so i could take the pain and never think i ****** up. and i was wrong, so i would have the nerv to hold on. Beacuse no matter how many people say im crazy. no matter how many walk away. I can not think. I can not belive. I can not acept that everyone feels so **** alone. so you can lie and test my boundry i'll give my heart to break. you can take my aspirations and sink them in the lake. You can walk right in and i'll pull every gaurd away, lock them in a cell and throw the key so there the'll stay. And you can push on all my bottons tell you think its good and safe, and then i'll wipe away your past scrub away the staines. I'll clean out all the cobwebs in the closet. Hold your hand while you face every dark place created out of loss. I'll help you take your bagage off tell all the trash is tossed. than i'll let you be and set you free and light the bridge we’ve crossed.