I’ve lost hope each day and now my pocket is empty Nothing but filth and ash Breaking her bones breaking my bones Tearing into grey matter ripping it open destroying it God is a lie don’t you know Perhaps that is all I know Spawn of Satan, he resides in me now Living my life for me 7:27 now and there’s not a ******* thing to show Pitiful end of the day I hang my head low and reside where all the hate must go Try to shower it off me Try to scrub the rage away Try to flush the ugly down the drain But it up-heaves and splashes into my face Like acid on my skin It dissipates into my pores and fades in