Did I ***** up, did I make a big mistake? Sometimes I wonder because me old feelings don’t go away. What did I turn my life into? Where did I go wrong? This is not what I had planned This was not what I was expecting When 1/19/18I look at old photos and see what’s become I wonder what if I had taken that path, The path that once looked so right And that I wanted so bad But things got in the way So I ask what if I had worked harder? What if I had been smarter? What if I had seen what was truly right in front of me