I can see in the shadows
the gaze of loved ones
who once gave me all
And now have departed
Still close yet far
I tried, yes I tried
All promises did I break
Crippled by the shame
So alone, so alone
I was one now two
One to see one to hide
I tried, yes I tried
I'm guilty if you wish
To call me such names
I wish deep inside
It would haunt me no more
The images that I see
Are so clear in the dark
My past and my present
All my dreams fall apart
As it eats me away
From loved ones and all
I tried, yes I tried
I feel hopeless and ashamed
I can't tell you my secrets
Just pray for me now
As my world crumbles
I surrender, I surrender, I surrender to you God