I went to your old house today
It's still standing
Incase you were wondering
I didn't go in
I just parked there
Remembering
You're still there
Kind of
It's as if your laughter is still reverberating
Waves from your being are still coming outwards
I want to grab one
I want to hold it and never let go
But it's not the same
It's not you
I didn't love you
Not in That Way
But I loved you still
There's no closure
for losing a friend
for losing the smile
for losing the laugh
I wish the house was gone
That you could be erased from there
Because it reminds me of you
of missing you
And I'm not ready
to deal with that
yet
one day
I hope you visit
Because waves
and reverberations
will never do