Like is a "strong" word like like like but really it isn't- it's a weak way to express even weaker feelings and you're even weaker (like me) to avoid said feelings, thinking that they're "bad" or "wrong" or "evil," because you're "afraid"- of what? Of hurt? Of being proven incorrect, flawed of having to have someone to lean on to show problems to trust to accept fully ev er y thing that's wrong with you ? It is a scary notion, being left out in the ocean of feelings felt but never spoken and further ruined by one who was believed to be too worthy to be safe.