I did something horrible yesterday
I̶t̶ ̶d̶i̶d̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶ ̶h̶o̶r̶r̶i̶b̶l̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶o̶u̶g̶h̶
I feel absolutely horrible
I̶̶̶ ̶̶̶d̶̶̶o̶̶̶n̶̶̶'̶t̶̶̶ ̶̶̶f̶̶̶e̶̶̶e̶̶̶l̶̶̶ ̶̶̶b̶̶̶a̶̶̶d̶̶̶ ̶̶̶a̶̶̶b̶̶̶o̶̶̶u̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶̶̶i̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶̶̶t̶̶̶h̶̶̶o̶̶̶u̶̶̶g̶̶̶h̶̶̶
I broke a boys heart yesterday

He said he love me
I̶t̶ ̶h̶o̶n̶e̶s̶t̶l̶y̶ ̶t̶e̶r̶r̶i̶f̶i̶e̶d̶ ̶m̶e̶
He asked me to move out of state to be with him
I̶ ̶c̶a̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶d̶o̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶e̶l̶s̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶y̶m̶o̶r̶e̶ ̶
He was being very clingy
I̶'̶m̶ ̶u̶s̶u̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶a̶ ̶h̶o̶p̶e̶l̶e̶s̶s̶ ̶r̶o̶m̶a̶n̶t̶i̶c̶ ̶

I couldn't help but feel guilty when he said he loved me
I̶ ̶c̶a̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶y̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶r̶i̶g̶h̶t̶ ̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶
My heart doesn't belong to me anymore
Y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶a̶k̶e̶ ̶u̶p̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶s̶p̶a̶c̶e̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶m̶i̶n̶d̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶n̶ ̶n̶o̶w̶

So to you
The dear boy whose heart I broke
I am so very sorry

I̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶h̶o̶w̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶s̶ ̶b̶u̶t̶
W̶o̶u̶l̶d̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶r̶a̶t̶h̶e̶r̶ ̶̶
I̶ ̶t̶o̶l̶d̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶t̶r̶u̶t̶h̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶n̶
T̶o̶ ̶p̶r̶e̶t̶e̶n̶d̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶b̶a̶c̶k̶?̶