I said okay just once,
But it was just the beginning,
It hit me like a wave,
Crazy,
Reality quickly slipping,
I try to hold on but I can't,
I'm gone,
Lost in a realm of no opportunity,
No promise,
Just let down,
Such a cost but I can't stop,
I'm hurt,
Feel like dirt,
I'm worth nothing,
Threw it all away,
For what?,
For a good time,
All it did was ruin my life,
I mine as well die,
Hey, I tried,
But all I do is lie, steal, cheat,
I'm in too deep,
I guess I can't take the heat,
And all i'm ever doing is being mean to people I love,
I'm sorry.