i am the snow angel, in the cloud dressed with sheets. i lay naked, but still bare wardrobe. i am a godsend, a scaredy cat, an existential ****. my mouth full at 8 am before leaving my slumber behind. my mind full before gasping for air, in my first encounter with this oversized atom. this speck that just so happens to exist, and sustain the life i so desperately want and know is necessary. my existence, my breaths, shake everything else into place.