What do u want me to do
I thought this would stop when you got over me.
And r u really over me because you still seem really attached to dating me.
I don't mean to be blunt.
Ugh this ****** me off!
I thought it would stop when you got over me.
The guilt.
I thought it would disappear
But I still remember what I did to you.
Its imprinted in my brain
And it wasn't even that bad!
Its not my fault I don't like you that way!!
Why do I have to feel bad about it!
I know it was worse for you;
loving someone your so close with when they're off with another guy.
And you don't think its fair.
Well its not
But life isn't fair.
And I'm not being unfair.
In fact I'm being mighty ******* understanding
I always have been.
I've always let the stuff you say slide because I felt so bad.
And when you were over me the bad was suppose to go away!
Because I'm not suppose to hurt you anymore!