It will always be there it's almost like a pain in my chest it never goes away but I don't want it to leave. Because there's nothing I can do her body took you over and now in my dreams I hear your dumbfounded laugh. And I am so happy. You squeeze my hips and we get high together you jam out in your jeep and all I can do is stare. You are the most beautiful creature I've laid eyes on. I've never wanted someone to be happy without me. But she's with you and your smile makes me giggle while I sleep. It will always be there it's almost like a pain in my chest it never goes away but I don't want it to leave.