i i am not a force to be reckoned with. i will not be crossed. i have been crossed. the men who have assumed my body is a public service who have taken as they please oh god, take me away from this place i have taken down the stop signs and put up a traffic cam i have barricaded my insides in shrub hedges lacing my fingers with herbs my words are my lock my fingers are locked when i donβt say no look me in the eyes and tell me thatβs not what i ******* mean