John my son how I’ve missed you so. There are so many things that you need to know. But first let me start by saying I’m sorry. Now I have done that I don’t need to worry It played on my mind for many a year I’m not ashamed to say I shed a tear. There are some many things that I want to say maybe late at night or the first light of day. I cried and cried when they took you away It was all my fault it was so hard to say. I wasn’t sure if I could carry on. But I did, and I have, and I am so proud to say you are my son Someday we will meet for that I cannot wait. It could be early morning or so very late. Until we meet you’ll never know how much I truly love you so