Lol yeah 60 cards. I haven't cried that hard since I cried into your arms Camille. That was the single most beautiful letter I've received. God that hurt. It felt good. I have ALWAYS loved you. I will always love you. I readily accept anything about you because I want to be with you till the bitter end. You're not coffin fodder, you're like the ground itself in which we all lie, buried in the water of the earth, snow ice and ocean. Your eyes are brown like me. Like everything fertile. Your skin and hair white like death, who has tapped me so many times on the shoulder imitatating you. I wanna marry you. You are nature herself. If I am your muse, its come full circle, because you've been mine from the start. I STARTED writing poetry because of you babe :)
I started writing music WITH YOU Suga!
I want you to have my children when we're older. Because that's the greatest art of all c:
YOU inspire ME to LIVE. There have been so many days where I almost hurtled myself off a bridge out of spite for the cars below and the sole reason I didn't was because of my promise to you and my mother. You're the reason I'm not fat lol. When I see you, I wanna be everything for you.