He laughs with his friends Just joking around I can't take my eyes off him Occationally our eyes meet But I quickly lower my eyes Afraid he will see my longing I wonder if he really sees me I wonder if he would care. At night I imagine What it would be like to hold him What do his lips feel like But of course just like since 8th grade My dreams are just dreams Across the room is farther Than across the world And thats the closest I will be to him