it just drives me mad, this 'not knowing why' when every prescription has been a sheer lie I took in large doses - your words, your sighs and shot up my veins your perfect half-smiles I have only questions in stripped away pride a naked awareness in front of your eyes I'm clenching my fists between shaking thighs untangling the webs of my memory vines they grew on a wall made of our times shaped by the hands of the artist inside the moment we made our lives intertwine I came alive in the sun that you shined give me your heat, I'll take it in stride and pack it away for the days that you hide I am all yours, tell me you're mine and we'll dance in step, our bodies will rhyme