It was never easy It was never hard It was never white It was never black Nothing is as it seems The truth is only true ,as long as you believe And a lie could be the truth You would rather not exist here If anything was It could not be But could it be ? If it wasn't Then it could be But then a mad man rambles And nothing is ever a lie It's just the truth told differently No one could see What is when they cannot be I have always seen But never been a part if I was among but never belonged It could have been Yet it never was I was a boy Now a man Yet the difference is I am never here I could never belong Because I am a cell Not just any cell I am nothing and will cease to be Before I do I will try to live If I could I will live