I always wonder if you talk to anyone else at 1 am now
Now that it’s not me
I always wonder how your day was
Now that you don’t know if you want me
I always wonder how your doing and if your okay
I always wonder if your drunk or high and if you got home safe
I always wonder what you think of now when you go on late night drives
I always wonder if you past by our spots and think of us
I always wonder if you’ve been writing
Did you ever finish that poem?
I’ll probably never get to read it
I hope you saw beauty in small things too
I always wonder if you miss me at all
Or do you work long hours so you don’t have to think about leaving
Has your family situation got any better?
I’m still a shoulder to lend a listen when your ready to love me again
I know you’ll figure it out, you’re brave that way.
And wow, do you have dreams.
Dreams I believe in
Dreams I know you’ll reach
I know your selfish but I’m selfless
And I love you anyway what can I say
I always wonder when you’ll come back
Because I’ll be right here.
Right here waiting.
No matter how long it takes.


(v.m)