I am not sure why you showed up tonight But I think it is best if I tell you this now I do not have much love to give these days and feel even less My laugh is a hollow one I can go out but i prefer to keep to myself alot now Not ready for hand-holding just yet I love watching movies but I may forget that your sitting right next to me My hands may feel like ice when you will try to reach for them I may stare at the wall behind you as you ask me about my day or my hobbies so don't ask questions about that later I may stop talking mid-sentence and get lost in my thought so don't feel offended I may stay perfectly still if you try to hug me I may turn my face away when its time to kiss good-bye But please come in, its dreadfully cold outside.