Him
I feel like I was the reason he left
He used to hit my mom
He would even hit his own kids
I thought if I was a good little girl he would stay
I was wrong
I was very wrong
I was only 5 years old when he left
Why did he leave!
Why did I have to happen to me!
I felt abandoned
I still do
It's my biggest fear is to be alone
Yet all I do is sit in my room and cry
Why am I like this
Do I blame him or other things
I'm lost and I don't know what to do or where to go
Maybe this is the only way I can reach out and get help.
I just hate him
I feel like he hated me
He hated my brothers
My sister
My mom
Why did he have to be my dad
Why does this have to be my life
Why did this all happen to me